The creature life.. Animal Instincts..

2006-05-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

Hey pple... it's been so long since the 40 DOP... just wondering how u guys are doing... yepz... well for me i guess my week's been a little tiring... yea... due to the fact that i'm almost sick everyday... yea... and also due to some projects that i've been trying to get it to work... but it doesn't seem to work at all.... yea... and i got to hand it up like real soon... what's worst is i'm having a test tomorrow... and also a couple more test coming up.... worst of all is this test really mean a lot to me... coz there's not gonna be like exams for me... but rather the marks will be tabulated from the projects.... tests that i'll be having... yea... kinda stress actually... with my project not working... yet still have to study for the tests.... wonder how long i'll last... already feeling a bit dissapointed liaoz... yea... haiz... Hope that everything will go well for me yea? Please pray for me yea? thx.....

~Thosai

2006-04-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today is turning out to be the worst week of my life..
(1) I wasted most of the weekend.. so h/w not really done..
(2) Sarah has started to ignore me
(3) Sarah's fren(my fren also) has started to ignore me
(4) Mr Tan wants to check my chem file
(5) 2 Bio test in 2 days

What else could possibly go wrong..
I think my msn nick sums it all up..
Anguish, Bleakness, Cheerlessness, Depression, Grief, Hopelessness, Misery, Sorrow, Me=Suicide.... (The Things i did i can't take back.. I can't take the pain..I wanna take my life..)
Well.. naturally i hope i dun go to tt state of depression.. and no i dun wanna talk about it.. Except with certain ppl.. u noe who u r..
I cried todday.. when she first said she din wanna talk anymore.. I was so depressed.. more so than before the common tests.. Wait.. i never ever felt depressed before.. crap.. Well at least it happens now and not during the A levels.. But.. how could this happen to me?!?! I made my mistakes.. got no where to run.. But..
LIFE GOES ON.. God help me.. I'm gonna live on.. TBC..

2006-04-11T04:21:00.000-07:00

I think the 40 Days of Purpose has been a huge wake up call to all of us.. The next step would logically be to join a minstry.. then fulfill the mission.. Well.. i dunno about the rest of you.. but i've decided on the worship team.. i just pray tt i'll not fall into the trap of "performance", where i start to treat each Praise and Worship session as a jamming session and start to show off.. Well.. Tt's wad some church bands do.. As for mission.. Since i believe tt music is my most passionate and gifted area.. the most logical will be to join the music mission field, where i'll go around the world telling ppl wad wonders God has done in my life through music--the universal language. Obviously with NS cming up tt'll have to be put on hold for a couple of years.. and the cost.. ($2500 per person per trip).. my next step is baptism.. the classes start at the end of May.. honestly.. when u read about all the things in the past.. The ppl got baptised as soon as they believed and accepted Jesus into their lives.. So.. here i am.. so many years after believing.. still not baptized.. so.. i'm going for it.. along with Dawn.. So for those still considering whether or not to go through with this, just do it!! There's nothing to think about.. Even Jesus was baptized.. so why not you.. Honestly.. it's common sense..
Next is the church camp.. My results were so bad tt my dad said tt i couldn't go for church camp.. so pray about tt.. i'll continue to work hard to improve my grades so maybe he'll change his mind last minute..
Church Camp.. 10-13th June 2006
Just go for it..
Wad could be more important?!?!?!

~Hammy~

2006-04-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

Well.. the 40 Days of Purpose campaign is over.. well nearly.. We've met new people, make new friends, found out some things about ppl we thought we knew well.. We were surprised by some ppl, some decisons.. The fact of the matter is that we'll never be the same again.. Maybe in the past we got too complacent with our spiritual walk.. or maybe we thought we had no gifts capable of serving in ministry.. i'm sure it's all different now.. isn't it?
From what i know.. our PCG is supposed to join back.. but wad about the new ppl.. Clarice.. Eunice.. Jerryson.. Andre.. Lorraine.. And others that previously were from other groups.. I know Clarice has already confirmed that she'll be joining "The Cre-atures".. but what about the rest?
Haix..
Okay.. that was the serious part.. now here's the more light-hearted affairs..
Thanking all the Cre-atures who made this group(s) possible.. And the many others whom i seem to have forgotten.. Paiseh.. lol
PS For those without nicks.. Mwhahahah..

~Hammy~